Yesterday was my ex-boyfriend, Brian C.'s birthday. I don't know why I can still recall it. Maybe the one that hurt you deepest will definately give a deep mark in you. I do try to SMS him to wish him birthday, afterall, I still treat him as friend. Feelings? Not with him anymore.
I can't get to him in the morning so I just forget about it. Later in the evening, he SMS'ed me back stating that he will call me later to talk. I just ignored it because it doesn't mean anything to me also. He always says things but never really doing it. At the end, he did call me but at 2am this very day. Isn't it annoying. Calling me during my sleep. Really irritated but luckily I manage to get back to sleep. Maybe next time I should call him back (if I manage to get to him) and ask him about the money he owes me. Get back the few hundred ringgit also help me a lot later. I'm really broke right now.
However, I woke up early today and I don't know why. Recalling those bad experience I had with him. But it also makes me missing Douglas more as I hope he is here to hug me and kiss me, telling me everything is over, forget about him. I miss you, Douglas. I wonder everything goes well or not with you.
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