Monday, August 31, 2009

Merdeka Day

Today, Merdeka Day or our Independence Day. The most interesting thing happened today was workout with him at Fitness First, The Curve. Pretty tiring as he really pump me kinda hard today. I barely move my left arm (my weakest arm). I enjoyed the moment the most today.

Not that I don't enjoy the rest of the time with him that evening. At first, we went about to go for our dinner, I'm so happy as kinda dinner date (although it's not a candle light dinner but the feeling almost like it as long as I'm just be with him alone). However, since his boyfriend is joining (I'm not really that jealous although a little bit - maybe because the sweet time I can have with him alone was smashed, so kinda a little upset), then it wasn't so enjoyable.

Anyway, it's still good, not to say not enjoyable also. Just that who don't want to have some private time together with someone they loved right? Well, so I'm not jealous that his boyfriend kinda jealous and wanted to join us for dinner. I understand that feeling I guess. As long as Douglas is happy, I don't want to mind so much who is getting more or less. I know I'll definately can't compare to anyone.

In Dragon-i, I'm a little worried about him. He did protect me a little when Keith talk something that hurts me I guess (because I wasn't paying attention much on what he was talking). By the way, I don't want to remember bad things also. Try to suppress any bad thought and so, so I didn't really pay attention to him. But then what Douglas scolded him makes me worry that Keith might not happy with him. I don't know what I am thinking. Maybe I think too much too. Forget it ba.. Better sleep early as I'm really exhausted again.

Happy working to all of you. I guess mainly YOU who is reading it. NO one else will really reading this blog of mine. Do leave some message if you read my blog. So at least I know you landed on my blog before. LOL.. ^^

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