Will My Birthday Turns Out Not Not In The Way I'm Thinking?

I was thinking that my birthday this year will be somehow interesting yet surprising. I mean I do think that Doug has make his plan for my birthday. At least that is what he has told me about it. In my mind, I'm visualizing that he might bring me for a fine dinner or some nice places for dinner.

Of course I have no idea what he is getting me as present. He did asked me what do I want for my birthday but then it's odd to request for a birthday gift particularly for something. Anyway, I have no idea in my mind what do I really want from him. Wanting expensive stuff will seems not appropriate. I have nothing particularly wanting him to get me.

Anyway, there might be something that I want but then he told me before that he is getting it for me later, which is the external hard disk. Well, he mentioned before that he has those spare ones which he does not really need it anymore. Since he told me that he will pass it to me later, then I don't think that consider a birthday present right?

I am thinking that it suppose to be somehow romantic and memorable. However, I am worried now it will turn out to be other way. K**** just asked me in MSN what am I planning for on my birthday. Well, I hope I can celebrate with Doug alone only. I don't feel like having too many people. I want it to be special and I don't hope to have some weird or embarrass moment or I do feel like out of place.

Anyway, this is not up to me. If he insists to tag along, Doug can't say no. It's already predicted. Somehow my intuition tells me that it will most probably I have to bear with the present of K**** along at my celebration. So I guess my birthday celebration, I might have mix feeling. I don't know what to do. I don't want him to have the trouble to deal with both of us. Just let it be the way it is. Only till then, it will tell.

I am preparing for the worst outcome. If it does not turns out the way I dream of, just forget it. It will still be memorable but just a little bit different from what I hope for. I start to talk crap already. Moody a little bit. Maybe I think too perfectly of the celebration and when it might not turns out the way I am dreaming about, I'm acting weird. Anyway, the most important thing still that he gets back home safely to celebrate with me.

It will come soon the day. Just another two more days till my birthday. At least he is celebrating with me or else the chorus of the song sung by Landy Wen, titled "Zhu Wo Sheng Re Kuai Le (祝我生日快乐)" will match my feeling of the day.