I Hate My Brother, He Sucks!!

Why he always screw my day. I just don't know why. For me, these few days, I've my birthday mood kinda feeling if you got what I mean. He is make my day worst or try something that make it worst. He sucks. I started to hate him.

I hate myself not able to take care myself completely. If I can and able to, I do hope to move out from this house, need not to deal with the reality that I've a brother that make my day goes bad. He always try to show up in front of my friends and thinking that he is so damn great, knowing a lot about cars and stuff. I feel embarrass about it. As if all my friends like that stupid talk of car like him.

Hello, most my friends are gays. I don't think many gay guys fancy about the car stuff unless some cool cars. Anyway, that is not even the topic. The part I hate him the most is he loves to show up at my room right after his work. I can't imagine how gruel some it can be, with his disgusting car stains and stinky smell and that freaking cigarette smell from his mouth. I feel like throwing him out of the house.

What is worst today as always, he borrows my car, telling me that his car is broken down somewhere. This time, his car's head light. I have no idea what kinda of guy is him. I showed him that bitchy face and I know he does not like it either. But he still took my car key and saying that he will pump RM10 petrol back for me. As if that RM10 is gazillion huge amount. What I hate is that my car will turn to be a piece of crap every single time he uses it.

I hate the most if he fetches anybody cause I've no idea his friends are brainless or freaking pathetic, they do make my car look like shit. Maybe I'm prejudice or since I'm hating the whole thing of him taking my car, I start to hate everything that goes along with it. Now, I'm feeling that my car is filthy dirty with him staining it. My poor baby car.

If I can take care of myself good enough, I should and I will move out. Well, I still not financial stable to be living all by myself. Anyway, I'm planning more on like I get a house and not welcoming my brother to tag along with me. God, I hope that I can get out of this mess. I should have wish that on my birthday cake yesterday too. I'm feeling terrible. I wonder should I text him telling him that my day get worst now. Hmm.