I was thinking whehter should I be writing here today. I felt that I'm writing pretty frequent in this blog. Probably I have more things to share but I don't want to share it too much in my main blog. Afterall, this blog is meant for me to blog on more emotional issue or my gay life anyway. So, I decided to write something.

Since I'm bored at home after working overtime today, I basically stuck in my room just chatting with 3 of my ex course mates. They asked about my job as usual and asking whether do I plan to quit my current job. They even suggest a company asking me whether I'm interested or not. I'm still considering about it.

Anyway, this is not the main reason why I wanted to blog here today. I'm missing that person now and I felt that he is either busy with his work and he is exhausted like me and probably still need to entertain his boyfriend. That's why I don't dare to text him now. I worried that if he is really accompany his boyfriend, then what will happen if I text him right now.

It's just 2 days apart, I'm already missing him a lot. I know that most likely I will be seeing him on this Saturday. Apart from that, these few days, I doubt I have the chance. First of all, I will need to work overtime. Not to mentioned that his boyfriend also need some time to spent with him alone. I just can't understand why my brain is so actively missing him till I can't find something interesting to keep me busy with.

This blog does not always seems like I'm blogging all negative or unhappy moment of me. I do blog about things that cheers me up too, like my birthday celebration this year. Anyway, I'm using that laptop that he brought me to write this blog while eating some chocolate biscuit that I brought previously with him.