Wednesday, April 28, 2010

Am I Paranoid or Having Delusion?

I'm thinking whether am I paranoid or am I having delusion or something. I'm feeling so lonely since Wednesday. Maybe I'm getting sick quite often and it makes me think a lot. I'm actually missing him quite a lot. I do have the feeling of calling him or texting him at least several times already but I did nothing. I'm worried to dissturb him while he is working and I don't want to make it seems like I'm obsessed with him.

Well, on Wednesday, I'm having migraine. So I do rest at home. Maybe I do think much about him than yesterday and today. Of course when I'm working, I need to concentrate on my job. So I did reduce the tendency of thinking too much.

Thank God he did reply my sms and calls. It does make me settle down my feeling. At least I know that he is safely arrived to his destination and doing his stuff well. I know he does miss me too. The only regret is that I can't see him with his stuff there.

Anyway, I do have some stuff to keep me occupied while he is not around. I do have my competition to take care of tomorrow. I'm going to practise before the competition with my friends. After that, might be catching a movie with Charles. I'm thinking to get a hair cut in the morning. LOL. So he might see me with my hair cut when he gets back here. ^^

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