Well, it's not that perfect anyway and it's not really a disaster I guess. LOL. I just thought that this title seems pretty good. Well, today is Thursday, and I know Dougie must be super busy with his work. I chatted with him on Tuesday and he told me that he needs to handle 3 persons task alone. I feel bad unable to help him anything.
Anyway, yesterday he suppose to be watching movie with Keith but I wonder did they really go for it or they went for late show? I saw Keith's shout out in Facebook and Dougie was online (although the status is busy). I wonder what is happening. He didn't reply my message in MSN so I have no idea.
Anyway, the so call "perfect disaster" now is someone is hitting on me (and I don't mean Dougie). This young little guy and I really mean young as he is just 19 years old this year. I don't get the click with him yet and I don't think I will. Too young to have the secure feeling.
Well, Dougie still occupies a lot of space in my heart perhaps making me unable to fill in someone else that easily. Maybe if I found someone that is much more secure (preferably around my age to slightly elder than me) will be better. It's not like I'm not going to love Dougie anymore. Just I have to love him till the extent that I'm able to let him go. It's too deep it seems and I'll explain it next time.
Anyway, I think the most disastrous part will be financial. Today I need to go for my Hepatitis A booster vaccination. Well, it's not like I'm having Hepatitis A. It's just a booster vaccination to boost up the immune system for it because my Hepatitis immunization is getting low since my blood check on May this year. I'm actually borrowing some cash from my mother this morning. Gosh, I guess I'll need financial help real soon.
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