Up to now, Dougie really help me a lot. I cannot imagine what will happen if he is not here for me and help my go through the hard time I am having now. I felt so blessed knowing him. It must be the blessing from God. Maybe he is my little angel. LOL.
Well, those money that he gave it to me, I had it sort out this way. Bank in some to my account for Fitness First fee next month. Then use up RM50 for my medical consultation due to migraine two days ago, RM60 to pay my Digi phone bill, RM70 for my road tax and I just pump petrol which cost me RM50.
I cannot imagine I almost use up all my money. I guess I cannot be buying much thing for myself to pamper myself as what Dougie asks me to do so. However, I really felt relief from the financial constraint I am having previously. At least I settle most my liabilities.
About the dream that I had recently, I guess I either think too much of him or perhaps I am too bored and wanted to hang out so I dreamt about him and me going vacation else where. Although I have no idea where is the place we are at in my dream but then it seems pretty nice. It's either at the beach side or on a yacht. There is a few things I can remember of my dreams but then kinda blur yet funny.
Anyway, I'm still in between of believing Christianity and Buddhism. If I'm believe in Christianity and if Jesus or God came to me, I really want to thank Him to grant me his servant, which appear to be my angel, guiding me through the hard time. I felt being love in so much way, although we cannot be couple, but still it's more than I can ask for. Thank you God and his little servant, Dougie ~ XD
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