Today I feel a bit helpless. I'm suppose to be at church at 9am. I'm thinking to complete the baptism form that my cell group leader emailed to me. Everything is not done till now as the time already 9.15am.
I woke up this morning thinking I can't be sure how to really answer those question. I did briefly refer back to my first foundation course book but I'm still blur about it. So I tried to ask my boyfriend for some help.
Thinking that he might guide me. I texted him those questions and I actually suggested my answer. I'm just thinking it some weird so want his opinion and guide, but it turns out a little bit disappointing. He texted me back, asking me to refer my book and let him go back to sleep.
I understand he slept very late last night, so do I. I can't help it to ask him for help, and I know is the worst time. I think I'll feel better if he tells me that he will try to sort out with me later than just ask me to do it yourself or think yourself. As if like I don't have a brain or I'm that lazy to think.
Well, it's just some frustration only. I'm not mad at him. Kind of used to his attitude that insensitiveness. He is only sensitive occasionally and that's the bonus I'll have.
Waited for 20 minutes for my cell leader for my bible study. He mentioned that Kelvin is joining. But till now I didn't see them. I've texted my leader but no reply. Probably have to cancel it again today. Church service is about to start soon. I don't think we can finish in less that 30 minutes for a lesson.
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