I am having indescribable feeling inside me. I know that we are having the dinner tonight together as in the three of us, somehow like before. However, I do still have the bad feeling. Maybe it's been a long time since the last dinner with them, I have a twisted mind thinking something absolutely stupid.
This morning was good. I did meet him up at the gym working out. Did things that we usually did which is having our lunch together. Pretty like a routine but we did have a walk or a light shopping where he got some breakfast bar and I got my chocolate drink.
Anyway, he does not usually try to touch me so much as per today, which turns me on. I think I did blushed and I wonder did I show my horny faces. Thinking it back, I feel embarrass about it. However, it does feel good.
What keep me thinking now is things that might be happen later. I will be meeting up for dinner and as I guess, we will join a group later at the evening except for his boyfriend. He told me that K is bored about that group thingy last week.
Back to square one, I still feel nervous and some kind of indescribable feeling inside of me that might going to explode. I hope everything goes on fine later and I would not embarrass myself yet does not cause any unhappy moment or event. I just hope that he is happy.
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