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My head when blank right now. I planned to write a blog about me. I mean like what I wanted to voice out but it seems my mind is not cleared. It's been hay-wired condition that I do not know what to write about. Since I already sign in, mind as well I just write something.

Today I did eat at least something for dinner. Since I can't make up my mind on what to eat, I ended up eating Subway today for dinner. It suppose to be not too expensive, or rather cheap actually. However, thinking of my financial constrain, I cannot use the money I have like open a running tap water.

I am actually still confused about myself regarding my job. Should I leave this company now and search for a better pay job now or should I wait till I am at the company for a least a year so that my experience in the company counts before I leave. I figured it out that it's hard to make a good decision.

I'm still lost and I do not know what to do. Seeing Doug, where he is restless due to the stress from his work, I felt bad as I can't help him in anyway except being his ear to listen. There rest, I guess I have to leave it to God's hand to salvage us again once more.