The last time I contacted Andy was on last Friday (22/05/09), before he going to Scotland. I still remember that he called me during his journey to Manchester on the train. The line was bad that time. I barely hear his voice. Although saying so, but his calls melted my heart away already. Can you imagine, he contacted me few times before his departure time to UK on last Sunday (17/05/09), then chatting with me in MSN (although not much time that we chat), and also the IDD call he did on that day. I really felt that his care for me, his heart for me.
Maybe all this is only what I think, may not be the truth that he really will be loving me so deep, till do all that, but then all this is so sweet to me. I hardly forget him right now. I can't even start a new relationship with other people now, cause I think I really love him. Kinda always thinking of him only. I only can wait for him to come back to his home there in UK from his Scotland's trip to chat with me on Monday. That is what he promised, Monday morning for me, but Sunday night for him. Hopefully I can wake up earlier to chat with him that time. I just hope he is having fun there and safe from any harm.
sunday nite 10pm i was bck birmingham..
ReplyDeletecoz of sick i rest early.. every post here i read in deep heart.. I really felt warm but also guilty..
terence..miss u