No news

I don't know is it my mind playing trick with me or not. I can't recall how long Andy didn't MSN with me or leave me a message or something. The thing is I felt like few days but refer back to my blog, it's like actually just a day or two that he didn't reply or leave me any message through MSN or email or so on. Maybe he is busy with his enrollment to his university or busy packing his stuff. I have no idea. I just don't hope that he is losing interest on me only. Haha.

I think the Chinese proverb good describe my feeling. "Didn't see each other a day it's like separated for three seasons". Although he didn't contact me just a day or two, I felt like few days already, like 2 to 3 days. I just don't know what actually I'm really hoping for. Am I expecting too much from him? Maybe what I am thinking is just my own desire. What he really wants I really not sure.

Recently, there is an Indian guy seems to show interest on me. He is called Lucaz (his nickname) a.k.a Saram. I have no idea how he looks like because I never meet him before. But then he have no chances on me. I'm so sorry for him. I'm not racist but then Indian just not my type. Anyone who is black don't turns me on. Indian, Negro, African and Middle East, doesn't seems pretty click with me. Although I found out that some Middle East guys they look gorgeous, but then just not the boyfriend quality for me. LOL.