I believe there will be up and down in any relationship. It's really up to the couple, how the both of them manage to solve every down fall of the relationship or even to prevent any small issues getting bigger. I believe that we can't compare with others. The moment you start to judge other and compare, others judge and compare of you too.
It's always seems others have a greater life, better living and love one. But what makes you unique is that you are mean something to someone, not that someone that you envy of. Do treasure the one you love and stay beside them. Don't let those small matter blind you from greater good.
Well, life isn't perfect on Earth. It should be more perfect on heaven when we finally meet with our Father. But that's not what I'm intented to share here now. I want to share about how completely I'm lost and feeling hurtful just because of some silly things happened. I wonder how am I going to achieve the level of being a happy man for Lord.
We should be more positive but when an event strike, you won't or probably only I can't be immediately be positive about it. Like today, early of the day, Douglas makes it sound like I'm such a waste or a liability to the company. He asks me is that I have nothing else better to do. I was just asking him whether he has a document that I need. If he has it, then I can finish up because I worry I'll forget about it.
I'm the person if I can finish it up now, why not now before I forget. I don't know why he thinks that I'm not doing anything else beside that. I'm so demotivated. Seriously, in this company, I didn't really feel there is any motivation besides him. If not because I love him, I think it's so hard for me to stay on.
Well, I'm not going to repeat the whole company situation again that doesn't motivates us. Long story cut short, a company that has no incentive and no bonus is difficult to motivate people to work harder for it. But why am I trying so hard? Only He knows. I mean Lord. I don't want to think too much. I'll just focus on my day and leave everything to God. For him, he will never read this till kinda late or pass quite some time.
No comments:
Post a Comment