I Feel Like As If I'm Floating

Finally I have tendered my resignation letter and will be joining the new force after serving 2 months notice at my current company. However, I will still need my HR to calculate all the leave I'm entitled for and when will be my last day serving my term. I'm thinking how will my exit interview will be with the HR soon. Will it be positive one or not that happy one?

Sitting in front of my lappie, blogging this alone in my room, or rather at home alone now as my sister is having her tuition, my mother is no where to be seen, probably she went to my uncle's place, and my brother is always not around. I do feel a sense of loneliness now. Thinking of him now but I dare not to disturb him. I worried that I will disturb him too often and it will makes him feel annoying.

Although I just seen him on Tuesday, but I felt like I didn't see him quite long enough to make me missing him badly. Thinking that he will be going off to China by end of the month makes me feel even worst as I will not be able to see him over the weekends. I do want to skip my OT this Saturday to be with him, but then I don't know is it good. It's like Kesha's song, "Your Love Is My Drug" in my head right now. LOL.

Before I tendered my resignation letter, I was like reluctant a little bit as my colleagues are mostly very nice to me. I do miss them for sure. However, no doubt that the new job is more challenging and the pay is good, and of course I do have a little bit more chance to see him around, but I will need to control myself. LOL.

Now, I felt like asking when will be my last day and I can't wait to see how is my new job will change my life. Maybe I'm anticipate for it. Maybe by the time really is my last day, I will be emotional to leave. However, life should moves on.

So back to the thought of working this Saturday. I really don't know should I skip RPM for OT which seems to be good employee ethic I'm showing for the last 2 months of me there or I just don't give a damn and be with Douglas in the class. One of my colleague was asking me to join her for lunch on Saturday if we work OT at the okonomiyaki shop in Low Yat Plaza. But I'm feeling more on seeing Doug at the gym and have lunch together. Of course working OT makes me claim more pay at the end of the month.

I hope that Doug can give me some suggestion. Will he be joining RPM this Saturday and having lunch with me after that? Does he wants me physically there with him on that day rather than working in my office? He is going on vacation soon, I do really hope to see him more before he is not around approximately for a week, more.