This year instead, Valentine day falls on the same day as Chinese New Year. I know I would not have the chance to celebrate it with anyone else as my mother will need me to be with the family the whole day even on the second day of Chinese New Year. This tradition will never ever chance even I am already tired with all the same routine.
Saying of celebrating it earlier or later, which makes me to really consider about it, I still have no idea how it will turns out to be this year. It's not that I have a boyfriend already this year, so I can't be saying to celebrate with my boyfriend.
Yes, in my heart, I do really hope that person I am thinking right now will do something special for me. However, somehow own self telling me that I should not hope for anything or else I might get great disappointment. I must remember, even he wanted to celebrate, it will be more likely he will be celebrating with his boyfriend only.
I do feel the a little upset in advance. Further more, I do envy him as well. He will have the opportunity to go vacation with him to Beijing coming May. I wonder will I have the same chance? Even I do, will it be sweet and I'm having a memorable one? I dare not to think.
El have told me that he might want to ask me out on 12th of February. At first, I did not realize anything funny. However, I do feel that he trying to celebrate Valentine day with me in advance. I just feel so but it does not mean it's the fact, because I am still not sure about his plan yet.
I am feeling awkward. The person that I am hoping for, I have no idea he will do anything for me or not this coming Valentine day and I am so enthusiast for it. Meanwhile, the guy know I feel like he is planning something on for the Valentine day celebration in advance, I do not have much passion for it. Ironic.
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