Worrying about my medical report tomorrow. A lot of different yet mixed feeling that I am having at the moment. I just cannot explain, not even here. Maybe even I do not know what is actually I am feeling.
Forget about today. Today is great, been out almost the whole day. I went to The Gardens, not having a date but a meet up with a friend called James. It's pretty boring actually. Then went to Keith's graduation fashion show. I do meet up some of his friends but I guess I'll would not have the chance to bump up with them again (at least not so soon).
Anyway, the fashion show was not bad, but then I felt a bit outcast. Luckily Douglas was there with me almost all the time. If not, I felt far more worst I guess. I know almost no one there (except Keith and Douglas but Keith have his show to carry on). So out of place I felt.
So put aside today, tomorrow will be another challenge of my life, to face with my medical report that I have no idea why I am so nervous and scared about it. I gotta get the report at noon, maybe need to sent the result to the panel clinic (company's panel), then gotta get a birthday cake for my mother. It's her birthday.
Forget about it. No point thinking about it now and scaring myself. I guess I have to rest early and face anything that is up for me tomorrow. I hope God bless me and people do pray for me. I need all of your blessing.
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