The day after tomorrow, my medical report will be out. I'm really worried although I think I should not be. I'm feeling as healthy as anybody else except for the migraine previously. As the day come closer, I felt happy yet scare. Happy because I might clear up stuff and start working but scare if anything goes wrong.
I do not know why but I cannot stop thinking him. I hope he is here with me to hugs me and whisper to my ear saying everything is going to be okay and that he will be there by my side to kiss me good night to give me some strength to face the day ahead.
Tomorrow, I'm going to meet him up at Pavilion to attend Keith's graduation show at J.W. Marriott Hotel. I have no idea what I should be wearing for the day and worst is, after the show, the very next day I need to take my medical report. It's my mother's birthday at the same day. Feeling a bit congested with so many things to handle in just 2 days.
It's not really a lot of things to handle but then the feeling of handling those stuff. I have no idea what I am saying here but then just feel really scare and lonely. I know God is there for me, but then I hope He can sent me a physical figure to be there for me. I know He did and He will do it. But He will need to test my faith.
No comments:
Post a Comment