Gotta Work On Saturday

I guess there is no one reading this private blog of mine as often as it used to be already. Maybe they are busy with their stuff. It's not just this blog but even my general blog also do not have much people reading it. I guess blogging about personal stuff is kinda boring to read for most people.

Anyway, that just a fuss. I mean I'm saying things just as it pops up in my mind. I should be resting right now as tomorrow I still have to wake up early to work. Yes, I got to wake up to work on Saturday, it's an overtime. Anyway, it ain't so bad as my team leader going to treat us lunch after work. It's just a half day work. LOL.

I'm missing someone kind of badly these few days and I have no idea. I guess especially on these two days that he did not call me, I felt so bad. It feels like missing him more and more. Maybe stress from work makes me want him to be there with me, to cheer me up or something.

Maybe I like the feeling to be with him alone. Seeing him paying attention to me or caring me makes me feels like in heaven actually. However, since it's weekdays, I will barely have the chance to see him. Worst, this Saturday I have to work and he have a seminar to attend to. Perhaps Sunday he could spare some time for me and it's just perhaps.

Everyday come home from work, I do feel lonely. I'll just take my bath, then dinner and then just watch TV to relax myself. That's it. The most also like now, do some blogging and check mails. At times, I do feel envy of Keith, at least he have much more time someone spent with him. Whereas for me, I might only have the chance occasionally.

I guess I better do not think too much. Maybe I'm just a bit emotional as kind of feeling lonely. I should be resting and do want to face the laptop so long. Everyday also facing the computer, I'll get phobia with it sometime perhaps. LOL.

私は非常に疲れてい。 (I'm very tired) みんなさん、 おやすみなさい。 (Good night, everyone)