I don't think I'll be a good supporter to him. He is busy with all his stuff and I can't help any. Well, of course because I don't like about politic, I'll definitely won't be able to help him on that.
As for our business, I'm not helping as well. He also can't think of a role for me to play in it. I also don't know. Guess I'll just be mascot or an observer as well.
With all this, I think that's why he wants to hire an assistant to help him out. That person sure isn't me. Won't be me to be the guy behind all his success. I'm just a burden to him in a sense. It will be someone that he likes and able to help him somehow.
I'm freaking tired to be always the one trying hard to make some conversation but I seldom received feedback. It's either he is busy till ignore me or he doesn't seems to want to reply me. At times I wonder who is that important person till he doesn't care to reply me at all.
Tired and feeling lonely and hurt. Feeling there will be more lonely journey I'll have to walk alone in the future. He will eventually have lesser time for me. I've to plan for the worst day to come. He won't understand it. Fuck it.
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