I thank God for giving the opportunity to know him and finally be with him together. However, there are a lot things I need to learn and challenges I'm going to face through.
Well, he did a lot great things for me, like a birthday surprise. I'm happy for that and all the help he gave me when I needed. But occasionally, I feel I'm actually lacking of his attention.
His attention easily fall to something or someone else when captured his attention. I'm easily be neglected at that point. At times, I find that he is not so sensitive towards my feeling but only on my physical.
What I'm stating here is not absolute, but mostly how I feel about it. It's not easy to make him understand anyway. I don't plan to make him understand, because he won't get it completely. Well, it's part of learning how to get together as couple.
Well, I think I've to re-look at my finances. Suppose to be a pay rise but it doesn't come through. Always try to be positive about it as Ps. Mike prophesied that I'll have an increment this early of the year. It's already mid o the second quarter and nothing seems like it.
My mother start to nag about me for not bringing enough money home. It sounds like I'm not doing my part as a family. My mother definitely not happy of my tithing to a church yet I can't bring home food. I'm feeling so crappy.
Tried to talk to him about it, but it doesn't seems going anywhere also. I'm emotionally breakdown now. I don't have any mood already.
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