New intern come in today. Well, he is a very fast learner and yet possible he is very talented in many ways. I guess he will have a bright future in the field he is currently in, which is business or business related, such as marketing or sales.
Somehow, I feel glad that Douglas have someone which might be capable enough to help him in many ways in the department. His English is good. Speaking wise, he is fluent in many dialects as well. Having someone that have multitasking ability is good.
However, this makes me feel like I'm no longer that important in the department. Basically, I'm like nothing can be compete with an intern. Am I embarrass of myself? Am I even competent at all in the company? I feel like I can be replace anytime soon.
I don't know whether is it only me being sensative or prejudise or whatever you can name it, I felt not secure or comfortable with the new guy. Maybe it's a shock to me, or I'm afraid that he is much better than me, I don't seems having chance or purpose to be in the company anymore. Maybe I'm worried I'll be replace by him in near future.
Even throw out my fear, perhaps my prejudise towards him, I just felt that I will need to be careful with him. I just have the intuition that I wouldn't be too safe with this guy compare to Bryan. At least Bryan is direct and he is still nice person after all. Maybe this new guy is good too but I'm just being a jerk, thinking bad about him.
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