I Felt Lost..

I'm not sure myself why am I feeling so lost.. Possible after what I've experience yesterday, I'm feeling that I'm not firm enough to even make someone listen to me.. Or perhaps I'm having this problem myself only. Perhaps I'm being anal or small little thing.

Just a week he is here, I'm feeling like I have no stabbed in the department soon if hat is how an intern going to treat me. Well, I'm cool with him having his own idea and own set of thinking but not that bitchy to me at least. I think I miss the time we are with Bryan. At least he will not make me feel like he is trying to be an asshole.. Oops.. I'm being bad to use such a word..

I'm trying to save the ink for the company stamp but he is stamping it here and there. I've told him not to but he never listen to me. Douglas asked me to boss him around, I don't even think that will be possible. He is so smart that only do what that Douglas or Shaun asks him to do but me. Ive to drag or beg him for it.

The worst is that an intern order me to get him water or fill up his bottle. Not even Bryan did that to me. Bryan only at times ask me to help him when I'm going to the pantry, not ordering me. If like he falls ill, I don't mind offer him to fill up his bottle but not he as an intern ordering from me. He even just pass the sales order to Shaun thinking that he is going to production, whereas I think Shaun is just being nice to show him to the respective person to hand the document to.

Maybe I'm prejudise to him, but he done so far didn't make me feel I'm wrong about him. He is really smart, but somehow, I'm not going along too well with his guy. If this is how he is going to treat me for the whole term of him in the company, I don't know how should I cope with him.

I still can picture how he looks like when he ordered me to fill up his bottle telling that he has stuff to do. As if I don't have any. Then Douglas asked him to get hit water for his green tea, he when for it. I asked him to help to fill mine along since he is going to pantry, he just ignore me. I just I'm losing my place.

It was my childish thought for a moment that I wanted to resign if this intern is climbing over my head already even just a week he is here.. But that doesn't solve my problem. Anyway, he doesn't worth for me to lose a job. I think I have to be fake with him, pretending nothing gies wrong and bare all the irritation.