Feeling lonely is not a strange thing to me. But at times it does makes my day suck. I hate being possessive over something or someone, but the feeling in me just never subside. Thinking that Doug will be meeting up his friends and his boyfriend tomorrow, and being unable to spend more time with me does make me feel lonely a little bit. Probably I can feel it even now. LOL.
Furthermore, Wayne will be going to Sunway with his HK friend. Although he did asked me to join him tomorrow, but thinking of going to Sunway after my gym is killing. The jam and the parking is definitely make my life difficult. I think I will have to be back home and rot till the time I will need to drive my mother back to my grandma's place.
I just feel so down. Unexplainable feeling that is killing me inside slowly. Too many things happened. Unexpected things and stuff, like my superior is leaving the company too. The worst thing is that he tendered later than me but leaving much more earlier than me. I feel like I'm so lost with what I want in life. My love life sucks, my work like sucks at the moment, myself suck.
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