For my job scope, I'm being tearing by two work loads. One from my stable job in my company where at times, I might need to work overtime. Then the other one will be giving tuition at evening where I have to rush for it after my office hour.
My friend is deciding to open her own tuition centre and asking me to join partner with her and her brother. It seems pretty good kind of investment but where am I going to have the capital for it now? Worst, I'm worried that it may cause some complication for me to secure both jobs at the same time.
Next, deciding between two persons. The rest that I do not think it important or that cracking my head about it, I'm not going to blog much about it this time. The main highlight of this matter is that there is a guy, El is hitting on me. This guy seems pretty good boyfriend material just that there are things I do not really like about him, which is boring guy.
He is caring to me, encouraging me in many aspects, pampering me at times too. However, my heart still having stronger feeling on Doug, which most probably not going to be my boyfriend. If you did read my blog before, you should know why. Deciding between them two is really killing.
I do hope to have the caring person, a guy that I can call him as my boyfriend to be with me, which seems to be El. However, I do not have much feeling on him. He does make me feel warm somehow, but he does not make me happy being with him. Maybe I feel some kinda gap between us.
Doug makes me feel much more happy when I am together with him as I feel more happening. Although he is not those romantic kind of guy but he knows how to charm you with it. The good point of him, I think I need not to repeat it as I did mention about him quite often in my previous blog. The only concern is that, he will not be my boyfriend if he still with Keith.
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