Recently, I have been thinking, I should let it be naturally. Need not to be rushing to get a relationship. If there is a guy that meant to be together with me, he will exist and I'll fall for him eventually. If not, then there is no point to be rushing it also. It hurts more than cherish my life.
Jetky's proposal, I'm still don't know what to respond. Maybe I'm not ready into him. I guess I feel there is some gap between him and me. Let me clear the fog between us only I consider about it. I guess that's it at the moment. No more admirer that I know exist. I don't know is there any secret admirer or not. I guess no. Maybe that old Winson still bothering me a bit. However, I'm kinda neglect him. Maybe I want him to realise that there is no chemistry between us.
Sad to say, there are some guys that seems pretty nice to me. Should I say it nice? Well, I don't know it either. But there is a guy that calls me and SMS me kinda often. However, I know I won't allow myself to fall in love with him. Not that I mind his appearance but then he is staying in Ipoh and he is a bisexual. Distance love wouldn't really work out for me I guess. Worst he is a bisexual. I can't accept if I really dates him and one day he tells me that he wanna get married. Better play safe than sorry later.
Well, most guys that seems nice to me also not from KL. It's either the Almighty God is fooling with me or my time is not right yet. So I'm still in my single status since late April this year. It's not to say very long nor very short. I'll just take it as a refreshment time for myself to rebuilt myself.
I do hope my love come soon but then I don't hope those not serious or just plan to have some time to be together and run off when he lost his interest on you. Just hope to find someone that can really cherish each other and be loyal. Serious in relationship and not into casual sex like those typical PLU guys out there. By stating this, I guess I'll have lower chance to get a boyfriend already. LOL.
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