Christmas is around the corner. I felt so sad and lonely about it. I do have my family there for me. But since Christmas is on the Saturday, there will be nothing special I can do. My family don't celebrate Christmas. So somehow, it just another lonely yet boring Christmas I'll be going through.
My friends, moat of them will be celebrating this special day with loved ones, or a bunch of friends going clubbing or even drink at some bar or coffee house. Unless I found such friend in that day to spend time with me on a coffee house, or else it just another boring year for me. But I doubt people will wanna go coffee house instead of club.
Anyway, it just a miserable Christmas month I'm having right now. I'm kinda like a Santa right now. Since my aunt from Singapore and her children had came here for vacation, which means out of hospitality, I'll need to take them around. Petrol, car park, and minor expenditure like food (not always), games, movie, etc. I'll have to bear. Well, I've allocate that I'll be spending almost RM300 to RM400 for them already. However, things always mess up with me.
My car's air cond giving me problem. I sent it to my brother workshop today to fix it. It seems to be problem with the host or something and cost me RM380. So now, I'm super broke. I'm going to use my credit card in advance. Kinda like using those money in advance and wait till my January's salary is out to pay back. I don't know whether I manage to save enough to start paying my study loan early next year or not now.
Miserable time. I'm in a bad situation right now. No one around to spend special day with, financial crisis again, lack of motivation to stand up firm to deal work related issues. I hope I'll get through this year and pray hard next year, this won't repeat again. I can't imagine how am
I going through this Chinese New Year which is in a month plus time.
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